I used to go to alot of auctions.  I did more selling on Ebay than I care to think about.  Upon moving here eight years ago and watching any and all savings we had dwindle away I have given up the buying and selling game.

Until today ....

There is an auction down the road today.  I already know this home is full of awesome antiques and collectibles.  I saw them setting up yesterday and my heart started pounding.  Do I dare?  Can I go and just watch and not get caught up in the whole process?  I just lost one of my two jobs.  Dave is working for the next few months but what then?  I feel the need to go .... I'm being pulled.  And Dave is not here to stop me.  I told him I may go ... he didn't really say a word. 

I think I can behave.  Although spending money is one way I have of making myself feel better.  I don't do it often.  It's either food or money ..... yesterday I ate anything and everything bad for me.  More sugar than I would normally eat in a month.  Today I feel the need to go ..... go do something ..... is the auction the right thing?

One thing for sure .... I'm outta here for a few hours today.  I seriously need a break from mom.  I love her but she can tend to forget her "please" and "thank you" 's.  It's more like "you can get me this" and "you can get me that".  There's one thing I can do for sure .... that's leave .... watch me now .....

Peace.  J.