painI've been suspended from work for an indefinite amount of time. I knew it would happen after this weekends nightmare.
workNo guarantee I'll be going back. Just a lot of confusion and and fact getting going on right now. My usual co-worker will be calling anytime now I'm sure.
I was sent home from the staff meeting before everyone else arrived. And now I sit waiting once again to see what the future will bring.
Peace. J.
Coincidentally I ran into my ex-coworker today. Anna. I've lived each day of that weekend over in my mind ...... day by day ...... finding it hard to believe a year has passed. I still carry pain in my heart. A very big loss. I can't expect anyone to understand. Its better today than it has been in a long time ..... but the longing to help is still there, the yearning for that second chance still there. I loved my job. I loved the girls. One original girl left now. The rest are gone. They have moved on ..... and I seriously need to too. And I am. Slowly but surely ..... moving on. Time heals all wounds ..... right?
Peace. J.
Peace. J.
