Been thinking about this post for a couple days believe it or not .... then a post from another Mindsayer kind of pushed it on out of me .... so here goes:

1.  I hate that I gain weight so easily.

2.  I hate that I hide sugar.  Yes, it's true ... I'm a closet candy eater.  Sour Neon Worms are my favorite indulgence.

3.  I hate that I procrastinate about cutting my hair.  It looks horrible right now and I honestly could care less.

4.  I hate that I don't feel sexy, flirty or "nasty" anymore.  Maybe it's menopause but I have no sex drive.  None.

5.  I hate that I don't care for people the way I do for animals.  This may offend some but I've always said I could kill a human quicker than an animal .... anyday.  I'm known to be quite the animal activist when called upon.

6.  I hate that I have not kept better care of my teeth.  Don't get me wrong ... I brush two to three times daily. And floss.  Always have.  But a huge fear of Dentists have kept me from being a good patient.  And I'm now paying the price.

7.  I hate that I am so insecure in some regards. 

8.  I hate that I can HATE so strongly.  I'm someone who finds it very hard to forgive and forget.  I will hold a grudge forever .... knowing nothing good can come of it.

9.  I hate my nose. 

10. I hate my inability to be creative.

11. I hate that I have no close friends here.

Oops!  I'll stop here ....

Peace.  J.